I Hope Things Will be Better Soon

Yesterday, I made a blog post venting my frustrations. I received kind support from two users in the comments. However, today I chose to delete that blog post because its content was very negative and too sad. How I feel right now did not really change from yesterday's post, but I realize that using this esteemed quiz website, which I am proud to be a member of, for emotional support, was not the right thing to do. I just don't feel that my future is secure. I hope some day, it will be, but I fear it never shall be, and that nothing shall go right. On my public profile, I changed my real name and place of residence to actually reveal my true first name and place where I live. This move was wrong, for it was out of my desperate desire for validation and credit; what I had formerly put ("I'm not telling you" and "Take a guess") was far more amusing and appropriate. However, I won't change it back, since it has already been revealed. I think that most of the other people on here are adults (I am only 18 myself) so you all have secure futures and pasts where you have achieved something real and substantial. I have not had that chance. My worry stems from never getting that chance. I hope my fears are unfounded, but I probably wouldn't have them if they weren't. I shall release more quizzes soon, and hope that I shall soon attain to the high level on this website that I seek. Farewell for now.