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a
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cup
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capsizes
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along
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the
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formica,
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slithering
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with
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a
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dull
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clatter.
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a
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few
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heads
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turn
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in
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the
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crowded
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evening
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snack
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bar.
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an
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old
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man
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is
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trying
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to
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get
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to
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his
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feet
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from
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the
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low
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round
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stool
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fixed
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to
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the
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floor.
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slowly
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he
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levers
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himself
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up,
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his
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hands
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have
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no
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power.
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he
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is
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up
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as
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far
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as
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he
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can
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get.
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the
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dismal
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hump
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looming
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over
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him
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forces
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his
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head
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down.
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he
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stands
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in
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his
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stained
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beltless
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gaberdine
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like
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a
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monstrous
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animal
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caught
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in
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a
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tent
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in
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some
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story.
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he
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sways
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slightly,
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the
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face
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not
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seen,
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bent
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down
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in
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shadow
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under
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his
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cap.
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even
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on
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his
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feet
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he
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is
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staring
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at
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the
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floor
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or
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would
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be,
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if
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he
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could
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see.
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i
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notice
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now
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his
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stick,
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once
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painted
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white
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but
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scuffed
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and
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muddy,
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hanging
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from
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his
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right
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arm.
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long
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blind,
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hunchback
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born,
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half
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paralysed
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he
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stands
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fumbling
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with
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the
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stick
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and
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speaks:
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‘i
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want-
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to
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go
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to
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the-
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toilet.’
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it
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is
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down
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two
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flights
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of
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stairs,
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but
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we
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go.
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i
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take
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his
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arm.
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‘give
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me-
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your
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arm-
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it’s
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better,’
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he
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says.
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inch
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by
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inch
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we
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drift
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towards
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the
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stairs.
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a
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few
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yards
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of
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floor
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are
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like
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a
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landscape
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to
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be
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negotiated,
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in
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the
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slow
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setting
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out
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time
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has
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almost
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stopped.
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i
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concentrate
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my
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life
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to
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his:
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crunch
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of
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spilt
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sugar,
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slidy
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puddle
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from
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the
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nights
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umbrellas,
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table
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edges,
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people’s
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feet,
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hiss
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of
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the
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coffee
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machine
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voices
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and
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laughter,
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smell
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of
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a
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cigar,
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hamburgers,
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wet
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coats
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steaming,
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and
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the
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slow
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dangerous
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inches
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to
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the
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stairs.
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i
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put
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his
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right
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hand
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on
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the
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rail
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and
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take
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his
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stick.
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he
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clings
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to
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me.
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the
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stick
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is
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in
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his
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left
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hand,
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probing
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the
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treads
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i
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guide
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his
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arm
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and
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tell
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him
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the
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steps.
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and
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slowly
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we
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go
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down.
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and
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slowly
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we
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go
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down.
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white
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tiles
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and
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mirrors
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at
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last.
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he
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shambles
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uncouth
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into
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the
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clinical
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gleam.
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i
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set
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him
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in
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position,
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stand
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behind
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him
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and
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wait
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with
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his
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stick.
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his
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brooding
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reflection
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darkens
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the
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mirror
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but
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the
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trickle
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of
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his
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water
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is
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thin
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and
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slow,
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an
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old
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man’s
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apology
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for
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living.
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painful
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ages
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to
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close
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his
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trousers
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and
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coat-
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i
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do
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up
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the
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last
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buttons
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for
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him
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he
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asks
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doubtfully,
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‘can
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i-
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wash
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my
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hands?’
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i
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fill
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the
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basin,
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clasp
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his
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soft
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fingers
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round
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the
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soap.
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he
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washes,
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feebly,
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patiently.
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there
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is
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no
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towel.
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i
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press
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the
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pedal
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of
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the
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drier,
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draw
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his
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hands
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gently
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into
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the
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roar
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of
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the
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hot
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air.
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but
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he
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cannot
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rub
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them
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together,
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drags
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out
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a
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handkerchief
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to
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finish.
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he
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is
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glad
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to
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leave
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the
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contraption,
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and
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face
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the
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stairs.
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he
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climbs,
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and
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steadily
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enough.
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he
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climbs,
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we
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climb.
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he
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climbs
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with
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many
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pauses
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but
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with
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that
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one
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persisting
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patience
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of
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the
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undefeated
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which
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is
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the
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nature
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of
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man
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when
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all
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is
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said.
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and
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slowly
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we
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go
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up.
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and
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slowly
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we
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go
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up.
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